Winning Ways
- Brilla Elsol
- May 8, 2012
- 1 min read
My past failures are holding on to me I am trying to find a new job and I am meeting some obstacles within myself. Here are the themes:
Not feeling I have the skill set to apply to the positions I know in my heart that I desire for.
Not feeling smart enough even though I am graduated from a top school.
I remember past failures, even though I have an outstanding memory.
Feeling like that I cannot get good references.
Not feeling valuable or that I can make as much money as I know I deserve for my work.
Feeling judged for even wanting to rise to a higher position (glass ceiling).
I regret my past failures in school despite outstanding reviews for the past 4 years. It is quite irrational but is having a real affect on my ability.
Is there a mantra that can work for me? I am committed to getting out of this rut from the inside out.
Additionally, I am always somehow short on funds even though I know with some certainty that I can maintain a balanced checkbook. Little things always happen to take it away.