No guts to tell my love

AS Hi Naranji, I’m really thankful to god that I found your blogs. Please help me I am very much depressed in my life. I love a person who is also my relative. I haven’t told him that l love him. He is my only hope. I want him as my husband. I have no guts to let him know that I love him. I’m afraid of the consequences but I can’t live without him. I always pray god for him else to kill me. But I really want to live with him, and his family. I don’t expect anything other than his love.

Naran Adamancy will not take you anywhere. Don’t demand anything from God. Your demanding will happen as per your wish in a different way. When you pray like this, “I always pray god for him else to kill me,” God will kill you first. How? The circumstances will so develop that you marry another who will kill you emotionally and mentally. Instead pray, “I thank the divine for getting married to —“ “CENTAURY, CHICORY, GENTIAN, WILD ROSE” – write these four words in a notebook for 51 times. Explanation For a person who does not have the guts to ask for what he needs or desires: CENTAURY Clinging and being possessive: CHICORY Not to be disappointed: GENTIAN To accept what happens: WILD ROSE